Honesty

I have been through too much to be heading back here... back to tight fitting clothes, to being uncomfortable all the time, to being so upset about the fact the scale has been going up that I eat to feel better. This has to change. It will change. It is already changing. The lap-band surgery that I had over 3 years ago brought be me from 260 to 177 at my lowest. Now I am up above that 200lb mark, that I SWORE I would never ever see again, and I am so sick of promising myself that I will be thinner, healthier, stronger by this time next year. I have done this already, I lost a huge amount of weight, I can do this and I will continue to do it. Being lazy is not an option and I will be holding myself accountable.