Always a Battle

I don't know about you but this is always a battle for me. I haven't tracked my food, blogged to try to stay on course or given my weight loss journey much of a thought in the last week or so. I realize that this is not what I want or what is good for me, I think I am just in a funk and need to pick myself back up and get motivated. All my clothes are too tight, you would think this would be the kick in the ass that I need, but so far it isn't. The winter weather has gotten me into hibernate mode, all I want to do is get all warm and cozy on my couch with a big bowl of mac and cheese and call it a day. I suppose it doesn't help that I am sick AGAIN, or that my husband and I just moved to a new apartment and all of our crap is everywhere, but seriously I think I am depressed about my weight. That I worked so hard to get to where I was and now I am letting it all go. Being honest about how I feel is a step in the right direction and as a food addict I believe that is step 1 in the recovery program. Everyday is a battle and I may have lost the last few rounds but I want to win in the end.